Does this make me a racist? (Please read below)?

So I have been going to the beach and enjoying baskin in the sun lately, so I got darker. I am asian, so I am tan, but now I am really darker. When I came back, a lot of people gave a lot of, let's say, not a positive feedback about my color, and I was really okay with it before. But now, I am starting to get really uncomfortable and been thinking that my dark skin is ugly. Does it mean I'm really prejudice about dark skin but I wasn't really admitting it before?