Please read I do not know hot to phrase this question, 10pts?

I think you are equating education and worship, and that is where your internal debate is coming from... Learning about different beliefs and the perspectives of religion throughout history is not the same thing as "worshiping" another god (or the devil, for that matter). In fact, you may find your current faith is strengthened when you learn more about others, and it could open your heart to acceptance of those different than you. What could be more Christian than that?